Give Me Strength God....

Today I found out that my closest friends told everyone one of my darkest deepest secrets. It was so humiliating! Everyone started laughing at me when I walked into the classroom. Why can't people keep people keep their mouths shut? I trusted him, and he used his tongue as a weapon towards me. It took all the strength I had to not cry, and beat him to mush. I put my head down on my desk, and gulped back the pain. At least that was the last period of the day. God, give me strength to deal with this in the most mature way. Let all pain release from my body. And help my so-called friend to see what he did. He doesn't have to apologize, but I would like him to. Help me to keep my cool, and that my naive mind can comprehend why would someone do that to me. No one's perfect, I know that. But this part of learning is hard. And it isn't going to be the first time. Guys, please pray for me...